Our Animal Teachers, Great and Small The meditation room was perfectly quiet. The thirty-plus meditators, including my husband Adán and I, were all taking our practice very seriously — breathing in and out, a statue of the Buddha looking serenely down on us.
Then, out of the corner of my eye, I spotted a spider lowering itself from the ceiling on a thread of silk. It was dangling exactly between me and the man to my left. But subtle, virtually imperceptible shifting air currents were enough to blow the spider into my space. Wanting no part of those tiny legs, I leaned to the right, toward Adán. He noticed and now neither of us were meditating. What were we supposed to do? We couldn’t disturb the sacrosanct silence.
Suddenly the air current forced the spider sharply left so that it almost landed on the man’s arm, but he had his eyes closed and had no idea. When I saw Adán’s eyebrows raise in alarm, the situation struck me as terribly funny, and I had to struggle not to laugh. My laughter infected Adán, and until the bell rang we shook in silent, heaving hilarity as the spider swung like a pendulum. For the rest of the day, I didn’t take myself so seriously. The practice felt as light as a silk thread.
I don’t believe that the spider’s purpose was to teach me anything. That spider, like every animal, has its own personal trajectory — its own concerns about food, shelter, and reproducing that have nothing to do with me. But sometimes on the path we meet an animal like the spider, and we learn from it. This Weekend Reader features Buddhist teachings and stories about our animal teachers.
—Andrea Miller, editor, Lion’s Roar |