Anything Can Be Practice
I wanted to deepen my practice. So, when I was accepted into a graduate
program for Buddhist chaplaincy, I couldn’t wait. I was going to what I
affectionately called “Buddhism School.”
Since I swore to pay for Buddhism School without student loans, I worked
full-time while taking classes. Even though I’d been practicing and
studying Buddhism for years, academic study was far from the laid-back,
gentle approach I was accustomed to at meditation centers. I was
unprepared to deal with all the reading, writing, midterms and finals,
PowerPoint presentations, and analysis of difficult Buddhist texts.
At work, I maneuvered office politics and possible layoffs. My job
required a lot of reading, writing, meetings, and dealing with difficult
coworkers. As a creative writer, I kept submitting stories that got
rejected. My downtime was sleeping in my car between work and class. I
became one of those people who didn’t have time to practice. Or worse, I
didn’t
want to practice; I loathed practicing. “Geez,” I thought, “I’m studying Buddhism, that’s practice enough!”
The idea of doing
more meditation,
more reflection,
more
study in my own time was unbearable. But I did it anyway. I needed my
practice to get me through school, work, rejections — life!
Practice is complex: it’s beautiful and infuriating, simple yet hard.
It’s a marriage I refused to give up on. Maybe I needed time apart,
maybe my relationship needed adjustments, but it was not a relationship I
wanted to end. Thus, I learned an important element of practice:
endurance, or right effort. I’ve come to see that, as long as you bring
your awareness to bear, anything you do can be practice.
The new
March 2024 issue of Lion’s Roar is dedicated to practice in its many forms. Below, you’ll find three pieces on different practices from the issue:
metta
meditation, chanting, and silent illumination. Each of these practices
has helped me along my path — I hope they’ll do the same for you.
—Noel Alumit, Associate Editor, Lion’s Roar
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